Thursday, March 28, 2013

Searching for the Spirit

  This week our pastor challenged us to find where the Holy Spirit was moving us.  I'm ashamed to say I have no clue.  Every student that has been walking through my doors lately, I've been silently praying, "do you want me to help them, move them, speak to them about you? HELP ME OUT I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO!" 
    Every friend I've spoken with, I keep praying "let my words be from you."  I e-mailed a family friend in Haiti about possibly volunteering.  I have received no word back yet.  I got an e-mail about possibly getting a special education certification through a workshop, but my principal told me to delete it.  I really don't know what the Holy Spirit wants to do with me. 
   Maybe it's just the little things that are good enough?  I have no clue.  I suppose I had no idea the Spirit was working in me when I signed up for cross country my freshman year, only to use it to bring me to Wisconsin and beyond...and I had no idea at that moment either.  Right now I have no idea what He wants for me, but I'm just praying I'm doing enough.